The Road Not Taken

Hai lovely people yang sedang dilema. Assalamualaikum.

Fighting has been enjoined upon you while it is hateful to you. But perhaps you hate a thing and it is good for you; and perhaps you love a thing and it is bad for you. And Allah Knows, while you know not. (2:216)

Dah lama hold entry ni. Sebelum Munirah tanya-tanya lagi. Baik lahh. Let's the fiest, begin! Hoho~

"Bukan saja-saja... ALLAH gives us what we need. Not what we want, dear." -Dyana.

Well. Quite a story. Taktau nak mula dari mana. Tapi, the phase of 'what's next' in my life dah hampir mencecah ke garisan penamat. Ehhh, tak! Dah ke garisan penamat dah pun. Now should be the beginning of new story. Sekarang, dah minggu pertama DEGREE. Nampak cam besar je DEGREE tu. Mana tak besar, dah aku guna capital letters. =.="

Abah : Dah buat keputusan?
MissChillax : Could we discuss about it for a while?

I only got Band 4 and 3.00 and above. Means that i fulfilled the requirements for DEGREE in law. In the meantime, aku kena panggil untuk interview session for Akademi Pengajian Bahasa.

Akademi Pengajian Bahasa pun yee... DEGREE in law pun yee...

Based on kisah aku dulu kala, aku memang selalu pilih the road not taken. Take the road which less people choose. Since aku dah pernah pilih the road not taken, and the experiences are very precious... Why not I give it a try?

And then what? Let's ALLAH do the rest. I will do my best.

Abah: You should proceed with Akademi Pengajian Bahasa. It suits you. Like seriously.
MissChillax: Really?
Abah: Yes. Of course. After all... abah tak risau sangat nanti.
MissChillax: Hmm...abah, boleh tak kalau taknak sambung study?
Abah: Habis...nak buat apa?
Kakak: Being a good domestic engineer i guess. Duduk kat rumah, kemas rumah, sapu sampah, basuh pinggan, mop lantai, basuh kain, sidai kain, lipat kain, jaga rumah, jaga adik-adik. Nak duduk rumah je. Taknak buat apa-apa... jadi suri rumah.
Abah: Oooo...lepastu apa? Tunggu STP?
MissChillax: STP? For what? I've completed my foundation, Why should I amek exam yang ke-4 tersusah di dunia? *muka blur*
Abah: Sijil Tunggu Pinangan laa.
MissChillax: No...no no no no no no! No no no no no no NO no NO! Orang nak jaga rumah je. Bukan nak kahwin.
Abah: Blaja laaa... Dapatkan degree tu. Lepastu, sambung masters.

Mak: Kenapa taknak sambung study?
MissChillax: Taknaklaaa. Nak duduk kat umah ke. Jaga Zariff. Zariff ni makin lama makin comel. Makin pandai.
Mak: Betul ni...taknak sambung belajar? *muka serius*
MissChillax: Taknak. Nak duk umah je. Keje la apa-apa. Boleh gak hidup. Bukannya bila takde degree, masa depan jadi gelap. Hmm... Ustaz Azhar Idrus pun ada cakap kan... siapa yang fikir bila tiada degree, masa depan jadi gelap... rosak iman.
Mak: Memang betul. Tapi, menuntut ilmu tu fardhu ain ke atas seluruh umat. Dah ada peluang ni, belajar je la. Hmm...nanti kalau mak dengan abah dah takde, macamana?
MissChillax: Emm...nape nak tukar topik pulak ni? Takde kaitan pun dengan isu taknak blaja. Bill Gates tu elok je...tak sambung belajar. Kaya je. Tengok Tan Sri Syed Mokhtar Al-bukhary tu. Dia meniaga jugak. Orang pun nak niaga jugak.
Mak dan abah: Nape taknak blaja ni? Risau weolls.

Mungkin sebab aku takbleh nak amek course yang aku minat, atau mungkin sebab aku nampak dunia dari perspektif yang berbeza. Yeah that's why aku dah tak semangat nak further studies.



Dulu, aku selalu berangan. Kalau aku dihadapkan dengan dua pilihan, dan kedua-duanya merupakan pilihan yang muluk dan indah. Aku decide takkan pilih dua-dua. Tapi, this time lain. I have to choose.

Maka, antara law and linguistic, I choose the road not taken.

#Updated: I choose linguistic. Yeayy dah habis study