Bukan Transformers: Age of Extinction

Hai. Assalamualaikum semua. 

Mukaddimah

Dah lama tak menaip kat sini. Ni pun aku mengantuk gila pergi tengok cerita Transformers semalam. Penat jugak berlawan dengan jadah Lockdown tu. Galvatron tak Galvatronnye lagi. Cuma aku vengang bila Megatron pegi cenggitu je. Jadi, boleh tak aku tidur sekarang? Aku bagi Ayu menaip kat sini. Perempuan ni pun satu laa haiih. Aku suruh dia tulis blog, dia taknak. Pastu menempel kat blog aku ni. Apa cerita ni apa cerita? Okey. Please. Bagi aku tidur.

Ni cerita Ayu

Assalamualaikum. Hai semua. Biarkan la si Chillax tu tidur. Siapa suruh tengok Transformers time midnite. Confirm habis lewat. Pastu nak kene sahur apa sume tunggu subuh. Ni baru boleh tidur, ye dok. Biaq pi kat dia la nohh. Ayu sebenarnya. Suka kat someone ni. Lepastu dia memang baik, Ayu suka kat dia. Okey, berapa kali Ayu kena cakap yang Ayu suka dia? Lama betul Ayu suka dia. Since 2012. Dah nak dekat dua tahun. Tapi, Ayu takyakin dengan diri Ayu. I mean, yes, he's so kind towards me. But then, he could act like 'just being nice' lagipun Ayu kan human being. Takkan dia nak treat Ayu macam Megatron. Duhh.

Ayu memang suka rasa cenggini. Allah, I love him so much. Dia memang banyak kali cakap 'I love you' dekat Ayu. Tapi, korang tau je lah kan. Guys. I love you tu macam expression 'weh, jom tengok bola' bagi lelaki. Nothing special bout those words. Semua orang dia boleh cakap I love you. Family, friends, jiran, lecturers, peniaga gerai makan, peniaga gerai baju, gerai buah buahan, cashier KFC, bartender, barista, chef, semua. Semua diorang boleh express 'I love you'. Demmit.

Tapi, bila Ayu tengok cermin, Ayu rasa macam I'm not good enough for him. Ayu ni dahlah pendek. Hitam. Gemok. Lepastu jalan terkedek-kedek. Takmacam Chillax tu. Dia memang anggun cantik lagi menawan. (Ni Chillax yang suruh tulis T.T) Hmm, jadi macamana Ayu nak yakin dengan diri Ayu when there's a lot beautiful girls out there. *Nangis* Lepastu, people sekarang kan terlalu memandang rupa, harta dan keturunan. Kalau keturunan kerabat diraja ke, mixblood ke, semua orang suka. Lepastu kalau harta berkepuk-kepuk duit banyak, semua suka. Then, kalau muka cantik licin flawless, semua orang suka.

So, Ayu rasa better Ayu keep myself away from him. Chillax dah bangun lagipun. Dia tidur sekejap je.

Pendapat aku

Okey korang. Kalau nak tau lebih lanjut cerita si Ayu ni... just bagitau aku. Nanti aku panggil Ayu untuk bercerita lagi. Cuma aku just rasa yang Ayu sepatutnya cari lelaki yang macam didescribekan oleh John Legend. Tapi, memanglah susah. Since, realitynya people sangat selective. Yakinlah. Tak mustahil. There's somebody out there yang willing to accept our flaws.

John Legend - All of Me

What would I do without your smart mouth?

Drawing me in, and you kicking me out

You've got my head spinning, no kidding, I can't pin you down

What's going on in that beautiful mind

I'm on your magical mystery ride

And I'm so dizzy, don't know what hit me, but I'll be alright

My head's under water

But I'm breathing fine

You're crazy and I'm out of my mind

'Cause all of me

Loves all of you

Love your curves and all your edges

All your perfect imperfections

Give your all to me

I'll give my all to you

You're my end and my beginning

Even when I lose I'm winning

'Cause I give you all of me

And you give me all of you

How many times do I have to tell you

Even when you're crying you're beautiful too

The world is beating you down, I'm around through every mood

You're my downfall, you're my muse

My worst distraction, my rhythm and blues

I can't stop singing, it's ringing, in my head for you

Give me all of you

Cards on the table, we're both showing hearts

Risking it all, though it's hard

#updated: Ayu dah move on