Hai. Assalamualaikum semua.
Mukaddimah
Dah lama tak menaip kat sini. Ni pun aku mengantuk gila pergi tengok cerita Transformers semalam. Penat jugak berlawan dengan jadah Lockdown tu. Galvatron tak Galvatronnye lagi. Cuma aku vengang bila Megatron pegi cenggitu je. Jadi, boleh tak aku tidur sekarang? Aku bagi Ayu menaip kat sini. Perempuan ni pun satu laa haiih. Aku suruh dia tulis blog, dia taknak. Pastu menempel kat blog aku ni. Apa cerita ni apa cerita? Okey. Please. Bagi aku tidur.
Ni cerita Ayu
Assalamualaikum. Hai semua. Biarkan la si Chillax tu tidur. Siapa suruh tengok Transformers time midnite. Confirm habis lewat. Pastu nak kene sahur apa sume tunggu subuh. Ni baru boleh tidur, ye dok. Biaq pi kat dia la nohh. Ayu sebenarnya. Suka kat someone ni. Lepastu dia memang baik, Ayu suka kat dia. Okey, berapa kali Ayu kena cakap yang Ayu suka dia? Lama betul Ayu suka dia. Since 2012. Dah nak dekat dua tahun. Tapi, Ayu takyakin dengan diri Ayu. I mean, yes, he's so kind towards me. But then, he could act like 'just being nice' lagipun Ayu kan human being. Takkan dia nak treat Ayu macam Megatron. Duhh.
Ayu memang suka rasa cenggini. Allah, I love him so much. Dia memang banyak kali cakap 'I love you' dekat Ayu. Tapi, korang tau je lah kan. Guys. I love you tu macam expression 'weh, jom tengok bola' bagi lelaki. Nothing special bout those words. Semua orang dia boleh cakap I love you. Family, friends, jiran, lecturers, peniaga gerai makan, peniaga gerai baju, gerai buah buahan, cashier KFC, bartender, barista, chef, semua. Semua diorang boleh express 'I love you'. Demmit.
Tapi, bila Ayu tengok cermin, Ayu rasa macam I'm not good enough for him. Ayu ni dahlah pendek. Hitam. Gemok. Lepastu jalan terkedek-kedek. Takmacam Chillax tu. Dia memang anggun cantik lagi menawan. (Ni Chillax yang suruh tulis T.T) Hmm, jadi macamana Ayu nak yakin dengan diri Ayu when there's a lot beautiful girls out there. *Nangis* Lepastu, people sekarang kan terlalu memandang rupa, harta dan keturunan. Kalau keturunan kerabat diraja ke, mixblood ke, semua orang suka. Lepastu kalau harta berkepuk-kepuk duit banyak, semua suka. Then, kalau muka cantik licin flawless, semua orang suka.
So, Ayu rasa better Ayu keep myself away from him. Chillax dah bangun lagipun. Dia tidur sekejap je.
Pendapat aku
Okey korang. Kalau nak tau lebih lanjut cerita si Ayu ni... just bagitau aku. Nanti aku panggil Ayu untuk bercerita lagi. Cuma aku just rasa yang Ayu sepatutnya cari lelaki yang macam didescribekan oleh John Legend. Tapi, memanglah susah. Since, realitynya people sangat selective. Yakinlah. Tak mustahil. There's somebody out there yang willing to accept our flaws.
John Legend - All of Me
What would I do without your smart mouth?
Drawing me in, and you kicking me out
You've got my head spinning, no kidding, I can't pin you down
What's going on in that beautiful mind
I'm on your magical mystery ride
And I'm so dizzy, don't know what hit me, but I'll be alright
My head's under water
But I'm breathing fine
You're crazy and I'm out of my mind
'Cause all of me
Loves all of you
Love your curves and all your edges
All your perfect imperfections
Give your all to me
I'll give my all to you
You're my end and my beginning
Even when I lose I'm winning
'Cause I give you all of me
And you give me all of you
How many times do I have to tell you
Even when you're crying you're beautiful too
The world is beating you down, I'm around through every mood
You're my downfall, you're my muse
My worst distraction, my rhythm and blues
I can't stop singing, it's ringing, in my head for you
Give me all of you
Cards on the table, we're both showing hearts
Risking it all, though it's hard
#updated: Ayu dah move on
